Post #717814 by THOR's on Wed, May 21, 2014 10:24 PM

Let me share my thoughts on all this as it has become. You are not alone Shovin'…. There is something that is uncanny…and absolutely blatant if one pays attention to this entire saga. Something "to it all"…that if you listen and feel…becomes really apparent.

This is about a "fish…yet this "fish" represents and embodies a great, great deal more. Maybe not to those not sensitive to experiencing Bahooka first hand or to the greater meaning of caring about this lil' guy. But to others…a huge deal.

I have witnessed really BAD energy surrounding this situation since the day Rufus was left on the "door step" of a home he knew for over 35 years. I saw something I can't describe happen after this. I won't call it a "curse"…lol I have no words for it, really. However, NOT a good energy. I see it affecting how people treat each other here and surrounding this situation…the way people have acted…seriously WEIRD. like bad "Ju Ju". Again, I can't understand it..but it IS a definite "thing" that has happened, and I believe personally it's because the right thing has not happened…yet. Laugh at me if you will…or relate. I know this is true.

I have had the support of moderators and others that really understand my good intentions here…Respectful of this. I also have done all I can to channel a positive effort to bring closure to ambiguity and lack of willing communication. But it has not come. Not because the cause lacks validity, but because far too many are not willing get involved or really care to understand the heart that inspired this inertia.

I have held this post open. I have been respected by organizers of Tiki Central who feel who I am and what I represent to the point I have been offered the choice as to how long to let this thread continue. So here is what I feel.

I Am going to step out at this time. I do not personally believe this situation has concluded in a positive way for rufus, based on the information, patterns and behavior of those closest to this fish, and it's current owner, and the spirit of Bahooka that we have clung to as long as our sentiments have allowed.

I leave this thread open to the possibility someone might have real info or actions that reveal Rufus' safe and wonderful living condition. If this turns into another banter of ego's and negativity, Moderators have my full blessing to lock this thread. Let that locking capture, like a snapshot, should it happen, those who stopped a good cause from it's fruition too, however.

Sometimes, for any of us here…something "matters" to us. We all have attachments to something…or we are not human. We also recognize, if we let go of the ego and distractions, little stuff in life contains a big meaning below the tip of the iceberg others only are capable of seeing. I miss Rufus. He was far more than a "fish". I miss Bahooka. I wish no ill on anyone, Mr. Zhu included. However, I feel the good will prevail and truth will rise to the surface as the time passes. I have witnessed this happen time and time again in my life enough to really truly KNOW it happens. No good will come from deceit where it MAY exist….MARK my words.

My contact info is on here. If more arises that is stable info, please know I will support in all ways I can and beyond. Thanks for those who keep the faith.

Aloha friends, ~Thor